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2022 update
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Some of you may already know that my marriage has ended. After nearly 15 years, I finally got sick of the abuse and infidelity and called it quits. I moved out a year and a half ago (in the spring of 2021) and left for the woods and lakes of northern Wisconsin to begin a healing journey.
The serenity and small-town atmosphere has been incredible for my sons - and for me, too. I finished my master's degree, wrote a novel, and started a job as a copywriter for a PR company. We have found a good church, loving friends, a warm community, and a new life here in the Northwoods.
I have a new author page but am looking for a different interface because I hate Google Sites.
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Kalavista Customs
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Commissions currently CLOSED, I'm sorry!
School just started and work is crazy - but I still take time to create one of a kind My Little Pony and doll customs, including Monster High and Ever After High dolls.
Check out my sales here on eBay.
I am happy to sell here on DA if you don't have eBay - just send me a note.
Support emerging authors!!
Check out my young adult fantasy novel on Amazon!
And this true crime/horror anthology from fellow writer tj lord
Looking for Monster High and Ever After High updates? Go to my friend Raye's site!
I buy all my hair from Retro Dolls US; there's also a Retro Dolls UK.
School just started and work is crazy - but I still take time to create one of a kind My Little Pony and doll customs, including Monster High and Ever After High dolls.
Check out my sales here on eBay.
I am happy to sell here on DA if you don't have eBay - just send me a note.
Support emerging authors!!
Check out my young adult fantasy novel on Amazon!
And this true crime/horror anthology from fellow writer tj lord
Looking for Monster High and Ever After High updates? Go to my friend Raye's site!
I buy all my hair from Retro Dolls US; there's also a Retro Dolls UK.
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Hugs and Kisses
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What’s one thing about today that you didn’t like?
I went Monster High hunting and no Invisibilly!! ERMAGERD 1st world problems XD Okay, so nothing. It was a great day!
Is there an ex you think about everyday?
Not every day, no.
Who is the last person that you said i love you to, besides family members?
All my fantastic pony and ghoulfriends - so much birthday love
Are you mad at anyone right now?
Nope!
Is there one thing all of your ex’s had in common?
None of them were good enough for me, OBVIOUSLY!
What’s a compliment you receive often?
"I love your hair!!" (I have a lot of hair.)
Have you ever had a friend that got a bf/gf,and then completely ignored you?
Nope!
Would you ever go back to any of your past relationships?
NOOOOOO.
<--------- happily married
Who was the last person to comfort you when you were upset or crying?
My little boy
What does your last received text say?
Um ... I think it was hubby reminding me to pick up celery at the grocery store.
If you could be anywhere right now, where would it be?
In bed. I don't know why I'm effing around in the interwebz. XD
Do you prefer to text or talk on the phone?
Facebook chat!!
Whats the worst thing you have ever said to anyone?
"I HATE YOU AND I WISH YOU WOULD DIE"
... I blame my uterus for that one. Being a woman sucks 1/4 of each month.
What was the last lie that you told?
"No, honey, I didn't order another doll ..."
What was the worst day of your life?
Any time I fight with someone I love!
Do you know anyone that’s gotten an abortion before?
Probably. Can't remember!
Do you think you could forgive someone for cheating on you?
UM NO. WAIT LEMME THINK UM NO.
Who is the last person you argued with?
My husband. DUH. We're MARRIED. XD
Have you ever been arrested?
No!
Who was the last person you gave your number to?
Cheaneulle and Emily
Who’s the last person that gave you roses?
Hubby!
Do you still talk to the first person you kissed?
HAHA no. I was drunk and it was in a bar and I never got the dude's name.
What if you had a baby with the last person you kissed?
That would be AWESOME, cuz that was my hubby, and we're trying for Baby #2
Do you have a picture of you kissing someone?
Yes!
Are you hard to please?
Not really!
Have you ever gotten back with an ex?
No. The only would I would have, we didn't reconnect after high school until I was already married.
Who was the last person to comment one of your pictures?
Probably
What’s a cuss word you use often?
FUCK!!!
Why did your last relationship end?
Because dude was a meth-head, and Kala don't play like that.
Have you learned from your past mistakes?
HAHAHA no.
Who’s the last guy you hugged?
My kid
Who’s the last girl you hugged?
My mama
Do you tend to go for older or younger when looking for someone to date?
I don't date, obviously, but I always wanted an older guy. Got one!!
Who’s the last guy you texted?
Hubby! I'm so predictable. XD
What about the last girl?
My mommy!
When do you want to get married?
About 7 years ago? Cuz that's when I DID get married XD
Who was the last person to make you cry?
My husband. GET IT THROUGH YOUR HEAD, QUIZ-THINGY: I am married thus super boring. LOL
Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
DUH!!
Do you push people away?
Only asshats.
Who was the last person you lied to?
Myself. OH THAT WAS SO DEEP. also untrue. i have no idea. lol
Do you hate the person you fell hardest for?
FUCK YES! the person before i met hubby.
What is one quality that you really appreciate in a person?
Not being an asshat!!
Do you have more guy or girl friends?
Girls!
Have you ever cheated on anyone?
Nope!
When was your first real relationship?
When I was 24, waste of my fucking time haha
Have you ever cried over an ex?
Duh, who hasn't?!
Do you believe that the last person that you kissed cares for you?
Of course!
If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
Same as it is now XD
Do you ever think about your ex and cry?
No. With joy, maybe, that I didn't marry HIM. haha
Is there anyone in your life who you won’t ever want to lose?
Of course!!
Are you evil?
Just a little bit. XD
Do you judge people when you first meet them?
No! I'm no asshat.
Have you ever got caught cheating on a test?
No!!
Relationship between you and the last person you texted?
Married. I"m soooo boooooring.
Will your next kiss be a mistake?
My life isn't that interesting!!
What would make your life perfect?
If I weren't broke!!
Are you sarcastic?
NO. NOT AT ALL. NOT EVEN A LITTLE. XD
What color was the last swimsuit you wore?
Black!
Who did you like this time last year?
Like?! What am I, twelve?! I was probably getting a b-day fuck from my husband. XD
What did you get last Valentine’s Day?
DOLLS!!
Did anything annoy you today?
That ice cream makes me sick apparently!
Has anyone ever said they loved you and not meant it?
Yes, and may they rot in Hell. XD
Do you still care about the person you first kissed?
HA! no. see above - drunk, stranger, bar, no name.
Is trust an issue you have?
YES. I am so broke. I would LOVE a trust. I'd be a trust-fund baby. Damn right.
Have any of your family members been to jail?
No! Oh wait, I think like some second cousin's sister in law or something like that.
Is there anyone that you feel you still need some closure with?
Yes. And for me, closure would be him dying a miserable death. XD
Are you wearing any rings right now?
No, but just cuz i'm about to fall into bed.
Who did you last tell to ‘shut up’?
My husband. DID YOU NOT READ? I AM MARRIED. XD
Would you kiss a smoker?
I have, and UGH, never again.
Do you still talk to the person who hurt you the most in life?
No! I ain't got time for that shit!
Who took a picture with you last?
Some pals at Anime Iowa!
Have you ever lied to someone about your age?
All the damn time!
Would you ever get a tattoo of a boyfriend/girlfriends name?
Um, NO.
Is there any drama in your life right now?
I LIVE FOR DRAMA
(not really but i love to say that!)
Are you close to your mother?
MOMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes, yes I am!
Are you one of those girls who already have baby names picked out?
I never did - we didn't even finalize our kid's name until 3 weeks after he was born. Hey, he was a preemie! we weren't ready yet lol... we also assembled the crib like the same day he came home from the hospital haha
Do you know someone who’s a stripper?
Yep! and she's very nice!
Do you think guys with long hair are attractive?
YES. husband is FORBIDDEN from cutting his hair.
Who’s the last person you heard swear?
MY OWN FUCKING DAMN SELF SHIT FUCK
Are any of your siblings taller than you?
Yes, both of them. I'm short!
Who’s the last person that you smiled at?
My husband and our kid! I AM SO BORING HAHA
Do you think anyone hates you?
If they do, they're stupid, because I rock.
Can you open up to others easily?
Hell yes!
Is anyone angry with you at the moment?
I highly doubt it!
Do you believe in giving second chances?
SOMEtimes....
Would you consider yourself a manipulator?
HELL no.
Have you ever felt abandoned?
YES!
Have you gave up any bad habits for someone?
I gave up Diet Mt Dew for my husband. IF THAT'S NOT LOVE, WHAT IS?!?!?!?!
Has anyone ever told you they loved you, but you didn’t believe them?
Duh, yes!!
Are your feelings hurt easily?
If I'm dying of blood loss (aka My Friend Aunt Flowing Rivers of Gore) then YES. otherwise, nope.
Have you ever scared someone so badly that they cried?
No!
When was the last time you wore high heels?
*snort* a billion years ago. A. billion.
When was the last time you were extremely upset?
2 days ago. I BLAME THE UTERUS
Is there someone that you want to hurt right now?
MY UTERUS
Have you graduated high school yet?
Duh!! Of course. Good lord. I"m almost done w/ my BA.
What’s going on with you and the person you last kissed?
We're married, so I'm boring, and yeah.
Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch?
HMM LET ME THINK, I AM MARRIED, THUS BORING, AND YES WE HAVE DID IT ON A COUXH. hahaha. First I touched bouch and then I - wait, I mean i typed bouch!! hahahahahahahha my sleeping pill is kicking in.
Do you talk to any of your exs?
Only one of them and he's like a brother to me now
When you say you love someone, do you mean it?
Yes!!
Do you still care for your first love?
I sure do! but he's not an asshat.
Are guys really so hard to trust?
YES!! most of them!!
When you’re being kissed do you like it when they hold your face?
DUH! I am a girl, after all.
Will your next relationship be a mistake?
I'm not HAVING a next relationship. I've worked too hard on this one, and I"m WAY too lazy to start over.
Have you ever been in “true” love?
OMG NOT THIS SHIT AGAIN!!! Yes, yes yes!
What’s one thing about today that you didn’t like?
I went Monster High hunting and no Invisibilly!! ERMAGERD 1st world problems XD Okay, so nothing. It was a great day!
Is there an ex you think about everyday?
Not every day, no.
Who is the last person that you said i love you to, besides family members?
All my fantastic pony and ghoulfriends - so much birthday love
Are you mad at anyone right now?
Nope!
Is there one thing all of your ex’s had in common?
None of them were good enough for me, OBVIOUSLY!
What’s a compliment you receive often?
"I love your hair!!" (I have a lot of hair.)
Have you ever had a friend that got a bf/gf,and then completely ignored you?
Nope!
Would you ever go back to any of your past relationships?
NOOOOOO.
<--------- happily married
Who was the last person to comfort you when you were upset or crying?
My little boy
What does your last received text say?
Um ... I think it was hubby reminding me to pick up celery at the grocery store.
If you could be anywhere right now, where would it be?
In bed. I don't know why I'm effing around in the interwebz. XD
Do you prefer to text or talk on the phone?
Facebook chat!!
Whats the worst thing you have ever said to anyone?
"I HATE YOU AND I WISH YOU WOULD DIE"
... I blame my uterus for that one. Being a woman sucks 1/4 of each month.
What was the last lie that you told?
"No, honey, I didn't order another doll ..."
What was the worst day of your life?
Any time I fight with someone I love!
Do you know anyone that’s gotten an abortion before?
Probably. Can't remember!
Do you think you could forgive someone for cheating on you?
UM NO. WAIT LEMME THINK UM NO.
Who is the last person you argued with?
My husband. DUH. We're MARRIED. XD
Have you ever been arrested?
No!
Who was the last person you gave your number to?
Cheaneulle and Emily
Who’s the last person that gave you roses?
Hubby!
Do you still talk to the first person you kissed?
HAHA no. I was drunk and it was in a bar and I never got the dude's name.
What if you had a baby with the last person you kissed?
That would be AWESOME, cuz that was my hubby, and we're trying for Baby #2
Do you have a picture of you kissing someone?
Yes!
Are you hard to please?
Not really!
Have you ever gotten back with an ex?
No. The only would I would have, we didn't reconnect after high school until I was already married.
Who was the last person to comment one of your pictures?
Probably
What’s a cuss word you use often?
FUCK!!!
Why did your last relationship end?
Because dude was a meth-head, and Kala don't play like that.
Have you learned from your past mistakes?
HAHAHA no.
Who’s the last guy you hugged?
My kid
Who’s the last girl you hugged?
My mama
Do you tend to go for older or younger when looking for someone to date?
I don't date, obviously, but I always wanted an older guy. Got one!!
Who’s the last guy you texted?
Hubby! I'm so predictable. XD
What about the last girl?
My mommy!
When do you want to get married?
About 7 years ago? Cuz that's when I DID get married XD
Who was the last person to make you cry?
My husband. GET IT THROUGH YOUR HEAD, QUIZ-THINGY: I am married thus super boring. LOL
Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
DUH!!
Do you push people away?
Only asshats.
Who was the last person you lied to?
Myself. OH THAT WAS SO DEEP. also untrue. i have no idea. lol
Do you hate the person you fell hardest for?
FUCK YES! the person before i met hubby.
What is one quality that you really appreciate in a person?
Not being an asshat!!
Do you have more guy or girl friends?
Girls!
Have you ever cheated on anyone?
Nope!
When was your first real relationship?
When I was 24, waste of my fucking time haha
Have you ever cried over an ex?
Duh, who hasn't?!
Do you believe that the last person that you kissed cares for you?
Of course!
If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
Same as it is now XD
Do you ever think about your ex and cry?
No. With joy, maybe, that I didn't marry HIM. haha
Is there anyone in your life who you won’t ever want to lose?
Of course!!
Are you evil?
Just a little bit. XD
Do you judge people when you first meet them?
No! I'm no asshat.
Have you ever got caught cheating on a test?
No!!
Relationship between you and the last person you texted?
Married. I"m soooo boooooring.
Will your next kiss be a mistake?
My life isn't that interesting!!
What would make your life perfect?
If I weren't broke!!
Are you sarcastic?
NO. NOT AT ALL. NOT EVEN A LITTLE. XD
What color was the last swimsuit you wore?
Black!
Who did you like this time last year?
Like?! What am I, twelve?! I was probably getting a b-day fuck from my husband. XD
What did you get last Valentine’s Day?
DOLLS!!
Did anything annoy you today?
That ice cream makes me sick apparently!
Has anyone ever said they loved you and not meant it?
Yes, and may they rot in Hell. XD
Do you still care about the person you first kissed?
HA! no. see above - drunk, stranger, bar, no name.
Is trust an issue you have?
YES. I am so broke. I would LOVE a trust. I'd be a trust-fund baby. Damn right.
Have any of your family members been to jail?
No! Oh wait, I think like some second cousin's sister in law or something like that.
Is there anyone that you feel you still need some closure with?
Yes. And for me, closure would be him dying a miserable death. XD
Are you wearing any rings right now?
No, but just cuz i'm about to fall into bed.
Who did you last tell to ‘shut up’?
My husband. DID YOU NOT READ? I AM MARRIED. XD
Would you kiss a smoker?
I have, and UGH, never again.
Do you still talk to the person who hurt you the most in life?
No! I ain't got time for that shit!
Who took a picture with you last?
Some pals at Anime Iowa!
Have you ever lied to someone about your age?
All the damn time!
Would you ever get a tattoo of a boyfriend/girlfriends name?
Um, NO.
Is there any drama in your life right now?
I LIVE FOR DRAMA
(not really but i love to say that!)
Are you close to your mother?
MOMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes, yes I am!
Are you one of those girls who already have baby names picked out?
I never did - we didn't even finalize our kid's name until 3 weeks after he was born. Hey, he was a preemie! we weren't ready yet lol... we also assembled the crib like the same day he came home from the hospital haha
Do you know someone who’s a stripper?
Yep! and she's very nice!
Do you think guys with long hair are attractive?
YES. husband is FORBIDDEN from cutting his hair.
Who’s the last person you heard swear?
MY OWN FUCKING DAMN SELF SHIT FUCK
Are any of your siblings taller than you?
Yes, both of them. I'm short!
Who’s the last person that you smiled at?
My husband and our kid! I AM SO BORING HAHA
Do you think anyone hates you?
If they do, they're stupid, because I rock.
Can you open up to others easily?
Hell yes!
Is anyone angry with you at the moment?
I highly doubt it!
Do you believe in giving second chances?
SOMEtimes....
Would you consider yourself a manipulator?
HELL no.
Have you ever felt abandoned?
YES!Have you gave up any bad habits for someone?
I gave up Diet Mt Dew for my husband. IF THAT'S NOT LOVE, WHAT IS?!?!?!?!
Has anyone ever told you they loved you, but you didn’t believe them?
Duh, yes!!
Are your feelings hurt easily?
If I'm dying of blood loss (aka My Friend Aunt Flowing Rivers of Gore) then YES. otherwise, nope.
Have you ever scared someone so badly that they cried?
No!
When was the last time you wore high heels?
*snort* a billion years ago. A. billion.
When was the last time you were extremely upset?
2 days ago. I BLAME THE UTERUS
Is there someone that you want to hurt right now?
MY UTERUS
Have you graduated high school yet?
Duh!! Of course. Good lord. I"m almost done w/ my BA.
What’s going on with you and the person you last kissed?
We're married, so I'm boring, and yeah.
Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch?
HMM LET ME THINK, I AM MARRIED, THUS BORING, AND YES WE HAVE DID IT ON A COUXH. hahaha. First I touched bouch and then I - wait, I mean i typed bouch!! hahahahahahahha my sleeping pill is kicking in.
Do you talk to any of your exs?
Only one of them and he's like a brother to me now
When you say you love someone, do you mean it?
Yes!!
Do you still care for your first love?
I sure do! but he's not an asshat.
Are guys really so hard to trust?
YES!! most of them!!
When you’re being kissed do you like it when they hold your face?
DUH! I am a girl, after all.
Will your next relationship be a mistake?
I'm not HAVING a next relationship. I've worked too hard on this one, and I"m WAY too lazy to start over.
Have you ever been in “true” love?
OMG NOT THIS SHIT AGAIN!!! Yes, yes yes!
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Devious Journal Entry
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Thank you
Here are the rules Rules!
*For each of the first 10 people answering this journal, I will put the 5 deviations I like most from his/her gallery on the list.
*If you answer, you must do the same meme in your journal, putting me on the first place. The idea of this is not only to get a free feature, it is to spread art around for everyone!
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My fav of your deviations - the beautiful face of my dear friend
MINE!! as soon as I get my butt in gear and finish yours 
SO MUCH LOVE 
Best outfit EVAR!!! i have GOT to get you to make me some MH clothes!!
This has to stand for all your SM customs CUZ I WUV THEM
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She just finished this model and WOW - I am drooling!!!
This stunner just won a custom contest!!! No surprise there!
All mine!! She hand-sewed and hand-dyed this fuku!!
I want to steal her!!!!!
CHIBI MOOOOOOON *steals*
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Y'all know I don't like fakies but OMG. this is no longer a fakie. it's GORGEOUS
I love fall and this darling perfectly portrays autumn
INSANE DROOOOOOOOOOOL that is all
This is amazing!! The colors are so dreamlike.
I LOVE this guy! He would look awesome as a pony custom ...
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This STUNNING Egyptian version of my ponysona is one of my most beloved treasures!!
The colors, the style - everything works on this gorgeous girl.
One of my favorite customs ever!!
SO MUCH EPIC!!!!!
The baby might be even more amazing than her epic mommy!!
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Here are the rules Rules!
*For each of the first 10 people answering this journal, I will put the 5 deviations I like most from his/her gallery on the list.
*If you answer, you must do the same meme in your journal, putting me on the first place. The idea of this is not only to get a free feature, it is to spread art around for everyone!
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My fav of your deviations - the beautiful face of my dear friend MINE!! as soon as I get my butt in gear and finish yours SO MUCH LOVE Best outfit EVAR!!! i have GOT to get you to make me some MH clothes!! This has to stand for all your SM customs CUZ I WUV THEM 2.
She just finished this model and WOW - I am drooling!!! This stunner just won a custom contest!!! No surprise there! All mine!! She hand-sewed and hand-dyed this fuku!! I want to steal her!!!!! CHIBI MOOOOOOON *steals*3.
Y'all know I don't like fakies but OMG. this is no longer a fakie. it's GORGEOUS I love fall and this darling perfectly portrays autumn INSANE DROOOOOOOOOOOL that is all This is amazing!! The colors are so dreamlike. I LOVE this guy! He would look awesome as a pony custom ...4.
This STUNNING Egyptian version of my ponysona is one of my most beloved treasures!! The colors, the style - everything works on this gorgeous girl. One of my favorite customs ever!! SO MUCH EPIC!!!!! The baby might be even more amazing than her epic mommy!!5.
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KalaCustoms
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Commissions currently CLOSED
Check out new customs on eBay:
Go here: www.ebay.com/sch/kalavista/m.h…
I'm happy to sell here as well! Just message me here or e-mail me: kalavista@yahoo.com
Please check out my first novel: "Thunderstorm & the Elementals: the Secret of Shadow"!
WINNER of the 2012 Next Generation Indie Book Award for Children's/Juvenile Fiction!
Buy on Amazon: www.amazon.com/Secret-Shadow-B…
Now a 99 cent Kindle edition!!
Join on Facebook: www.facebook.com/pages/The-Sec…
And since I have a secret love of horror ... check out my friend tj lord's terrifying ebook, "13":
www.amazon.com/dp/B00J7YIPSY
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